maybe i should migrate
even the thing i did says that i run away from problems.
i think, cant rmb.
as i was saying, maybe i should just migrate, start anew again.
and yes, im so tired.
and yes im too neurotic

I checked whats the meaning of Neurotism .
Neurotism-noun :
the state of having traits or symptoms characteristic of neurosis

Didnt really tell me much, so I went to check, neurosis,

Also called psychoneurosis. a functional disorder in which feelings of anxiety, obsessional thoughts, compulsive acts, and physical complaints without objective evidence of disease, in various degrees and patterns, dominate the personality.

So I'm psycho.