"Maybe it is because of that reason i dont dare to like. and even when i do, i will be scared that the other person may start reacting differently. Spoiling a friendship for the sake a a relationship is just not worth it." - Somebody's blog




How true.





Alright, Im being emo again, but I just realised that I really havent put any effort into my whole life.
Whether it's regards to studies, friendships, relationships, I didnt put in any effort at all.
All I want to do now is to just rot at home and watch anime the whole day.
Or to move to the countryside and rear cows, maybe not cows cause I dont want to die from over-intake of Methane, but maybe goats, and to live a simple life.
Im tired.


Bubbles are fun


I like playing chords, Ju plays notes and then the sound clashes (:


Basketall is fun (:


Bye Bridge gang):

Photo Courtesy: Karin-chan


Bye 2A1





Alright, I became a potato couch today, watching a one show after another.
And this is like my third post today.
Everybody's feeling emo.
It's gonna turn into an epidemic pretty soon.

Was actually looking forward to this weekends but ohwell.

HuiZhen's studying for her Chi Os now.
My Goodness.

Was watching So you think you can dance.
I love that show please. SO HOT!

I KNOW WHO WON!
I actually wanted to look for pictures of Michael Kim.
Most people dont know him.
Arg, anyway, he's the guy who did the mechanic, robotic dance.
AHH DAMN COOL PLEASE!
SINCE SHEN WAS HE OUT!
Poot.

Anyhow, I like Benji and Travis and errr Musa .
Benji's so cute please!
He reminds me of Michael Kim and Clay Aiken
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Clay Aiken looks weird now. Alright, gone is his Mophead!

ON TO BENJI'S PHOTOS!
So cute (:





Gave school a miss today, dont feel like explaining why.
Listening to the Goong OST makes me sad.
All the sad songs.
Or rather sad melodies since I dont understand it.


Koped this thing from DTET

NOW

Is your hair up: Yes
Is your phone right beside you: YES
Do you have a bf/ gf: I got loads of girlfriends (:
Do you wish you were somewhere else: I wish I was ----. The person who makes Chocolates :D
Do you have plans for tonight: Was supposed to watch Goong like siao, but CD not with me
Are you wearing makeup: HAHAHA I dont have any thing that relates to makeup in my room
Are you wearing chapstick:Eh?
Are you cold: No, its freaking hot
Are you tired: Very
Are you excited: For what? Holidays? DUH!
Are you watching tvee: If I'm watching I wouldnt be here, would I?
Are you wearing pajamas: FBTS, white tee counted?
Who's the last person you MSN-ed: Jamie, the girl who ponned school too.
Who's the last person that called you: Er, my mum.HAHAHAHA

PAST

Anything you regret: Alot.
Ever lied: I didn't eat the chocolates!
Ever stuck gum under a desk: I didn't! Im a good girl :D
Ever spit at someone: Only Ice please. No real saliva. EW
Ever kick something living: Er, yes, Wanyi, countless times.
Ever had your nails done: No! (:
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard: I dont really rmb puking at all

LAST WEEK

Had any plans last week: Ya
Who did you see most last week?: People from school
Was last week interesting: I can't rmb what last weel was about

TODAY

AIYOH! ITS ONLY 1009. I COULDNT HAVE DONE ANYTHING!

Have you cussed: Er. no.
Have you yelled at someone: Ditto
Have you gotten mad at someone:NO, well yes
Have you cried: NO
Have you called more than 3 people: NO.
Have you IMed more than 3 people:NO.
Have you eaten anything gross: NO

CURRENTS

Current mood: I'm feeling very emo now. Shh.
Current music: Goong OST.
Current taste:Durian cake
Current hair: Clipped by a giant clip
Current clothes: FBTS, Kung-fu camp shirt
Current annoyance: that my stupid tailbone is still hurting
Current smell: I have a blocknose
Current thing I should be doing: Sleeping.
Current windows open: Er, computer or my house? Alright, should be computer Er, this, spider solitaire, windows media player
Current desktop picture: Someone
Current favorite band: I dont know
Current book: favourite book? im not reading any now.
Current cd in stereo:No CDS
Current favorite celeb: Er, Kim Jeung Hoon and Joo Ji Hoon.

DO YOUS

Smoke: No, didn't even try. I absolutely HATE smokers
Do drugs: Panadol? HAH
Have a dream that keeps coming back:Yah, this nightmare I have been having since Primary school
Remember your first love: DINGWEI! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Still love him/her: Er, that was during kindergarten
Read the newspaper: NO.
Have any gay or lesbian friends: TONS
Believe in miracles: No point
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever: Never thought it before and I dont want to
Consider yourself tolerant of others: Im quite sure the answer is no
Consider love a mistake: Maybe
Like the taste of alcohol: YES
Have a favorite candy:All's my favourite
Believe in astrology: NOoooooo
Believe in magic:Nooooo.
Believe in god: YES
Have any pets: Yes, 2 stinky hamsters that are DAMN CUTE
Go to or plan to go to college: YA.
Have any piercings: 2
Have any tattoos: I'm scared of pain
Hate yourself: stupid question
Have an obsession:Well, yes
Have a secret crush: Er, yes.
Have a best friend: Maybe
Wish on stars: No

LOVE LIFE

Ever been in love: Yes
Do you believe in love at first sight: I dont know!
Do you believe in "the one?":Yes

ETC

Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing: Nooooooo . So ALAMAK!
Have you ever been intoxicated:Dont know
Have you ever been caught "doing something?":eating in class? Ya, thats "something" too
Are you a tease:HAHAHAHA
Shy to make the first move: TOO

APPEARANCE

Hair: Black
Eyes: Brown
Height: 166cm I THINK IM STILL GROWING!

LAST THING
Bought: Dinner
Ate & Drank: Yogurt milk, Durian cake
Read: Somebody's blog
Watched on TV: Signs

EITHER OR

Beer or cider: Er, i dont know
Drinks or shots: Drinks
Cats or dogs: Dogs.
Single or taken: Single
Pen or pencil: Pencil
Gloves or mittens: Gloves.
Food or candy: Food
Cassette or cd: CD.
Coke or pepsi: Coke.

WHO DO YOU WANT TO

Killl: Him
Get really wasted with: Er, I dont want to get wasted. HAHA I dont want to wake up with a stupid headache
Look like: I dont want to look like someone else
Avoid: My piano teacher

LAST PERSON YOU
AIYAH, LIKE I SAID just now, its morning i really cant do much
Saw: My mother
Talked to on the phone: G
Hugged: Mypillow
Instant messaged: Jamie, I answered this Q just now!

HAVE YOU EVERS

Drank alcohol: Yes
Done drugs: No
Broken the lawEr, Jaywalking
Run away from home: No
Broken a bone:Yes
Played Truth Or Dare:Yes.
Kissed someone you didn't know: No
Been in a fight: No
Come close to dying: Yes

WHAT IS
Your favorite thing for breakfast: scrambled eggs, bacon.
Your favorite restaurant: Sakae Sushi :D
What's on your bedside table:I don't have one
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night:Whatever that's inside?
What is your biggest fear: Er, going to hell
Describe your bed:Undone
Spontaneous or plain: My bed? HAHA
Do you know how to play poker:No):
What do you carry with you at all times: Phone, wallet, mp3, extra pad, HAHAHA!
What do you miss most about being little: No troubles at all
Are you happy with your given name: I want that annoying Sec one to change her name
Have you ever been in a play: Yes
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you: I hardly see them
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person: If I feel like it

Bye world





I had this dream last night.
I dreamt that this guy below was my bf.
The feeling was so nice, so sweet and he was really hot.
I felt so weird when I woke up, when the feeling gets lost.

If you all watched My Lovely Samsoon, he's inside.




And now when I'm back in the real world, I really long for that kind of feeling.
It was really nice. Somebody to care for you, help you get food, just to hold you tight in their arms as we stroll around.
I think he was the guy anyway.
We were even running away from my dad in my dream.
Hahaha.

That feeling was Oh-so-nice, and he promised me that he would always be there.
Right.


Sometimes when we just year for love and care, when somebody treats us well.
We just start to develop feelings for them.
How naive, cause you will end up getting hurt, but you can't even avoid it.

I guess, this feeling will not be sensed for quite some time.





Alright, Im on ANIME spreee!
I watched like 30 episodes in 2 days.
GOODNESS!
ICHIGO IS DAMN HOT PLEASE!
Although I think Urahara is still the coolest and the cutest.
I just hate that stupid party hat though.
And everytime he wears it, his eyes are dark and black.
Looks so evil.
The girl in his shop is really HEEHEEHAHAHA!
The frindge so cute please!

And the reason why im blogging now its because the stupid episode stopped loading.
So I have to reload the WHOLE thing although I already watched halfway through.
BAH.

And I forgot what I wanted to blog about AGAIN!

It has only been a few days, but I'm dying already.





Alright, END OF YEARS IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-DOM (:!


OOOpsie.
HAHAHA!
And I took away that annoying monkey video.
Cause its really noisy everytime I come my blog.

I think God's so great (:

He made the comp crash during exams and now it has revived and I can actually blog(:

MAYBE I CAN WATCH ANIME TOO!
AHHH ANIME ANIME ANIME!
And princess hours too(:
OHMESUN! (:

Alright, Science paper was really annoying.
I studied the digestive system like shit.
And the only things that came out were the Sexual Reproductive organs, which I didnt study at all.
GOOD THING I PAID ATTENTION IN CLASS !!

Went Sentosa with WY, J, J, K, O, C.
Ohmysun. WHERE DID THE SUN GO!
I hate the haze. Its stinking up my house.
Stupid Indonesia.
Stop burning trees to grow plantations!
Stop releasing C02 into the air and depleting the Ozone layer!
SEE LAH STUPID GEOG.
TSKKKKKKKKKKKK.

And yes, I'm a little tanner.
But my hand and legs are like aching like mad now.
All the volleyball and walking to 7-11 to get a ball and LOTS of drinks.
Everytime I go back with either a SUPER big gulp or a Big Gulp?
Woah. It goes missing.
Now I know where it got its name.
And yes, there were this bunch of annoying guys.

When we wanted to take back the ball?
They dont want to return.
And they told us to be their cheerleaders and watch the other team do pumping --"
WULIAO. And they were like showing off their cheep cheep Pasar Malam boxers.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
OHMAN. SO FUNNY!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

And there was this really cute guy.
His accent is like OHMYGOD.
SO CUTE!
Hahaha. Charis went crazee over him.
I pity AHEM!

I forgot what else I wanted to say.
Okay! Time for anime!
Bye!

I might change skin soon.
haha!