It all crashed down.
Disappointment, tiredness.
I'm turning into a Zombie.
One that's so afraid of what people thinks.
One that always get angry so easily at stupid things like whether they wait for you.
One that gets annoyed when people gets annoying but never thinks whether she was the one in the wrong.
One that ohwell.just annoys people.

I feel like crap now.
Where are they when you need them?
Whos the "them" anyway?
Is this what it is?
Is this it?
No, it's not.
It's not even togetherness.
It's just needing the accompanyment of somebody so as not to feel lonely.
Crap shit.

You know sometimes how just people's mood affects you?
Reading through a blog and i felt like shit.
What have i done? Nothing.
Nothing sensible, nothing smart,nothing stupid either.
Nothing. I didn't even know.
Sorry girlfriend.